Everything was going great. I was so excited that I would be seeing my husband soon and then the text message. Last night I received a text message form my husband saying that they denied his pass and would no longer be coming home for the 4 days he has off. I was so depressed. I still am. There's nothing I can do to change it though. That's Army Life for you. You finally have a little hope and then it's crushed.
I hate to admit this but I was so angry, I took it out on my husband. I feel terrible that I caused a fight over something neither of us could control. It's frustrating knowing he has 4 days off and he can't spend it with me or our son. We ended the night ok. We were both still angry with each other but at least we still said I love you before we went to bed. Mind you I hardly slept last night. I hate fighting with him. It doesn't feel good knowing you are hurting the one you love most in this world. I have a lot of apologizing to do tonight when he calls.
So to cheer myself up a bit I decided I'm going to try out some new budget friendly recipes to post later. I am going to be making homemade pizza and chewy no bake oreo bars. Hopefully they will be a success!